You have no idea how much I hate you now

It's weird that though you're leaving soon,

My friendship with you is getting more strained each day.

I'm wondering,

Do you still count me as your close friend?

I can imagine that

Once you're gone,

You'll totally forget about me,

Just like how you forget my invitation to you

Two weeks ago

Today I hate you,

Hopefully tomorrow my anger will subside

And at least I still have some love for you.
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I'm considering of cancelling my birthday party. I'll decide once I have a clearer mind.