9 More Days.. Shrieks *in horror*

This is it... 9 more days.. 2 years worth of hard work and efforts. I'm scared, yet at the same time excited for life after JC (especially the 6 months holiday). Hmm I really do hope that whatever happens to my A level results my future will be okay. Somewhat sometimes I do feel that A level is like the key to my future and if I flunk it I don't know what I will do. Well at least I found some comfort reading some education articles for GP (what the heck?), surprisingly.

I keep telling myself to stop talking about the back of A level exam. I have to tackle it from the front, not the back haha. Sigh, these two years I've been telling myself if I can complete my JC education, I can do anything in life! And yes, I'm still sticking to those words of mine :)

I found last week in my wallet a note which I wrote ages ago (I think secondary 1 or 2). I somewhat totally forgot about it, and it got dug into the deep mantle of my wallet. Well it's mainly about perseverance and appreciation of life. If I remember correctly, I think I wrote that when I was really annoyed with a friend of mine in Secondary school, and wrote it just in case I feel sad about it or some other things in life. Haha what an interesting reminder it brought to me. Somehow it makes me smile.

To people who are in the midst of mugging for As, jia you okay! Last lap already.. we must give our best shots :)

Cheers and best regards, Olivia.

Days of Our Lives

Whoa.. 5 days more to graduation O_O JC life is sooo fast and short. So stressful too. Yet I keep telling myself, if I can handle the stress from JC life, I can do anything in life man! I think that statement will be true :D (or at least I hope haha)

Yes, last year during the J2s baccalaurate, I was like wondering the real significance of it. I guess at that time I haven't really been able to treasure the friendships I've had from ACJC. It's only this year during GYLC that I realised something important about friendships. Friendships take efforts to build and time to appreciate! I'm glad I'll see the graduation ceremony in a different light haha.

I have so many things I want to achieve in life. But sometimes I do have the fear that there'll be a point in time of my life where I'll run out of things to go after... and that my suicidal tendency will appear lol. This year I also realised that there is secretly a violent side of me.. hmm I'm thankful nothing have come out of it so far.. but I'm hoping to learn more of self-control as life progresses...

I need to nap. I have been sleeping for about 5.5 hours lately.. and been taking naps! haha.

Hmm the song below "Playground Love" by Air really defines lust in my opinion. It's from the Virgin Suicides OST, and now they keep playing it in Chivas Regal ads lol. Sometimes listening to it makes me shudder...


I'm a high school lover, and you're my favorite flavor
Love is all, all my soul
You're my playground love

Yet my hands are shaking
I feel my body reeling
Time's no matter, I'm on fire
On the playground love

You're the piece of gold
That flashes on my soul
Extra time, on the ground
You're my playground love

Anytime, anywhere,
You're my playground love.